Friday, December 26, 2003
Slack is the word man!
Today as i expected, was a damn slack day......i was so slack at work today, the supervisor gave us some work.....or maybe you can say very little work.....we were actually talking among ourselves for the whole day.....talked about all the shit..... i dunnoe, all i know is that today was damn super duper extra SLACK!!1! If only everyday is like this.....woa, shiok man.....
Well was quite affected by wei's post on his blog, i dunnoe, thoughts just came into my mind, can't really describe it, i guess i have a really good life.....though i think i felt the same way as wei is feeling.....like two years back in sec 4.....i dunnoe, it was all going in the right way, until one day everything was lost.....everything just collasped i don't even know why.....maybe i know, but i'm sure that's not only the reason.....that was the worse moment of my life i guess, few months back i was like having the time of my life, and then a few months later everything was slammed onto my face......i don't think mine is as jialat as what wei is going through.....but i guess everyone will have to go through some tough times......i can't say that i have let it go now, cause i know everything is still stuck deep inside my heart......nothing i do will help now....so nothing i will do to help......
God have shown himself so true to me.....he even filled up the gap left there in my heart.....i guess so, but of cause i still long for someone to be there for me....i may seem like i'm happy, without worries......well that's just the outside....the inside is different.....i dunnoe why i'm saying all these, maybe it's crap to some pple, i dunnoe, maybe all that i have said is nonsense to some......and i'm like repeating myself....dunnoe, a single post have set me thinking of the past......the past hurts??? shld i even say hurts??? maybe it's not......
I have not forgotten how people say bad things about me, how they treated me so badly.....i have not forgotten how pple have judged me, they are all still inside my mind, and nothing can make it go.....all that i do now is to let it go.....
But anyway my life isn't screwed up.....i can say that, it's all about how you look at it.....i look at all the happy times i had with my friends......and try not to think about those unhappy times.......
And wei if you read this, all i can say is to think about friends like us(might sound abit buah hiao bai) it helps me.....letting go of something is hard i know that.....but then we have to let it go to let God come in.....anyway hope you are alright.....God bless.
Today as i expected, was a damn slack day......i was so slack at work today, the supervisor gave us some work.....or maybe you can say very little work.....we were actually talking among ourselves for the whole day.....talked about all the shit..... i dunnoe, all i know is that today was damn super duper extra SLACK!!1! If only everyday is like this.....woa, shiok man.....
Well was quite affected by wei's post on his blog, i dunnoe, thoughts just came into my mind, can't really describe it, i guess i have a really good life.....though i think i felt the same way as wei is feeling.....like two years back in sec 4.....i dunnoe, it was all going in the right way, until one day everything was lost.....everything just collasped i don't even know why.....maybe i know, but i'm sure that's not only the reason.....that was the worse moment of my life i guess, few months back i was like having the time of my life, and then a few months later everything was slammed onto my face......i don't think mine is as jialat as what wei is going through.....but i guess everyone will have to go through some tough times......i can't say that i have let it go now, cause i know everything is still stuck deep inside my heart......nothing i do will help now....so nothing i will do to help......
God have shown himself so true to me.....he even filled up the gap left there in my heart.....i guess so, but of cause i still long for someone to be there for me....i may seem like i'm happy, without worries......well that's just the outside....the inside is different.....i dunnoe why i'm saying all these, maybe it's crap to some pple, i dunnoe, maybe all that i have said is nonsense to some......and i'm like repeating myself....dunnoe, a single post have set me thinking of the past......the past hurts??? shld i even say hurts??? maybe it's not......
I have not forgotten how people say bad things about me, how they treated me so badly.....i have not forgotten how pple have judged me, they are all still inside my mind, and nothing can make it go.....all that i do now is to let it go.....
But anyway my life isn't screwed up.....i can say that, it's all about how you look at it.....i look at all the happy times i had with my friends......and try not to think about those unhappy times.......
And wei if you read this, all i can say is to think about friends like us(might sound abit buah hiao bai) it helps me.....letting go of something is hard i know that.....but then we have to let it go to let God come in.....anyway hope you are alright.....God bless.
This is written at 12/26/2003 07:20:00 pm
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